beautiful madonna

"something's missing and i don't know why
i always feel the need to hide my feelings from you
is it me or you that i'm afraid of
i tell myself i'll show you what i'm made of
can't bring myself to let you go

i don't want to cause you any pain
but i love you just the same
and you'll always be my baby
in my heart i know we've come apart
and i don't know where to start
what can i do, i don't wanna feel blue

bad girl drunk by six
kissing someone else's lips
smoked too many cigarettes today
i'm not happy when i act this way

bad girl drunk by six
kissing some kind stranger's lips
smoked too many cigarettes today
i'm not happy, i'm not happy

something's happened and i can't go back
i fall apart every time you hand your heart out to me
what happens now, i know i don't deserve you
i wonder how i'm ever gonna hurt you
can't bring myself to let you go

i'm not happy this way"